“I have always hated yellow colour”

"I have always hated
Yellow colour
Now it is
The colour of my dreams

I have always despised
Brown
So plain and ordinary
But now it is the colour
Of safety

The smell of earth
And leaves
And rain
Can you hear it?
The shuddering of the forest?

You left me there
In the dark
Alone
Cold
Desperate

Never in my life
Have I thought
The ending could feel
So much
Like a beginning"